Nothing for real....

What's new with me?

I went to AL to celebrate my 24th. I had an absolute BLAST!!!! I honestly thought that I would be ok going down there. But I teased myself. When I came back, I was a complete mess. I was Alabama sick all over again. I feel so WHOLE when I'm with my girls. They are my sisters. They are closer to me than ANYONE is. It just feels so right when we are all together. I don't know whats going to happen in the future. But we have to be near one another. It's imperative.

So, we're chilling, doing what we do. We're dancing around to Beyonce and wanted to hear number 10. Well, if you have B's album, then you know that there is an extended version that plays after "Resentment" and "Listen". So, we decided to listen to the two and just let the CD play until the extended version came on. Me, being me, decided to perform "Resentment". I was in my own little world. And as I'm singing, it became real. I was crying- in tears!- by the end of the song. When the song was over, I opened my eyes and my friends were looking at me like, "what the hell???" And then, I notice that my other friend was taping the whole thing. It's interesting. Either I know how to feel songs really well or I have some issues that aren't really solved. Well, not issues. But feelings that are repressed. Who knows.

I might just post the video.....