Shrimp. I absolutely love shrimp! The reason that I say this is because I am eating some Chinese food that I got the other day. Chinese food always tastes better reheated. So does Thanksgiving day dinner... But anywho....
I wasn't gonna say anything or touch on this subject. But I want to. I have nothing better to do. A friend of mine who decided to fall out with me on his own wrote some disturbing things about me and my friends in his blog. It's one thing to write about me. But when you involve my friends, you're playing with fire. The things he said were SO off the mark. And they verify the things that people have said about him that I always denied. People always called him cocky and self absorbed. But I never saw that. Well, the truth showed its ugly face. I went home for my b-day and of course, him being cocky and living in his own little world in his head, thought that I was mad at him and thought that I was bad mouthing him. He went on to say in his blog how me and my friends sat up and talked about him ALL weekend and called him all kinds of names and did this to help us sleep better. It's funny. But it angers me because I can't believe how stuck on himself he is. If he only knew that I didn't think twice about him. If he only knew that my heart wouldn't have skipped a beat if he never came over. If he only knew that the only time his name was mentioned was when HE texted me....
And a part of me thinks that he WANTS me to hate him. He WANTS me to be mad. Because that's what I do. When I care a lot about you and I let you in my corner, if you hurt me, I WILL talk about you and I WILL bad mouth you to my friends. But that's only because I allowed you to get to a spot that only one or two have truly gotten to.
Well, I love you. I care about you deeply. I'm not and was never mad at you. I never "fell out" with you. I guess you did with me. I have no hard feelings. But as far as getting in my corner, you never made it that far. And looking back on your actions, you never will.
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