Can I Get A Witness?

I'm frustrated.

With my Job- I thank you Lord for blessing me with this job. I know the economy and the job market is looking shaky. So, thank you for what I do have. But I am not content anymore. And didn't you tell us to never become content? To keep pushing and striving?

With my hair- I'll be so happy when this is over. I'm starting to have doubts. Some serious doubts. I'm talking about braiding it up until the "three plus" inches that I chopped off grow back- and then slapping a relaxer in it.

With my self- Why can't I just let go and let God. I don't want to half-heartedly do it. I want to let go and BE CARE FREE!!!!

With men- ugh. Need I say more?

Finances- Thinking about it just makes me shake my head.

Virginia: Northern VA to be exact- I don't want to live here the rest of my life. Not like this.

I feel stuck. I feel stuck. I feel stuck. There is no better way to put it. I know what I need to do. Pray. I know this. I feel like I'm being broken all over again.

Be still and know I am God.

He is the potter and I am the clay.

But IN THE END, I am victorious. It is written. It is promised. It's already done.

I just have to believe it, have faith, and go through it.

Sigh.