Let Go

i can't do it anymore
my heart wont allow it
closing and reopening
the wounds
they heal and i peel them open again
slowly and surely
i walk right back into
your games
your lies
your slick talk
your arms

i can't do it anymore
i bow out
loving you is hurting me
wanting you is destroying me
you are my burden
you are my stronghold
you are what stands in the way of
my breakthrough
i pray about you
and don't get the answer i want
i pray about you and get the answer i need

i've ignored God long enough
i don't want to go back
i don't want to cry anymore
i don't want a desire for a man
who doesn't desire me

you say you're lost
you say you're ready to make a change
make it without me
i'm walking away
i'm running away
from confusion
and all that you bring into
my life

my life
this is all i have
and i can't let you be
my downfall
my desire
my love, i let you go