If you were to take a gander at my blogs of the past-somewhere in between 06 and 07, you would see that I am a huge dreamer. My dreams are like an outlet for me. I used to be extremely emotional, letting the whole world know when something was bothering me. If I was heart broken or missing someone, everyone in my vicinity would know about it. I've grown out of that. But now I suppress it. This isn't healthy either. And I know that this is happening when I start dreaming about the person or situation.
In college, I was dangerously in love with my ex. And I say dangerously because it wasn't even love. It was some unhealthy, addictive, cycle that I was caught up in. It completely consumed me. I couldn't see anything past him. It was crazy. Satan is good. He tried to take me out during that situation. My friends don't even like to talk about him or that period. They tell me that I was like a completely different person. I even lost a friend (for a few years) because of it. But anywho, the point of saying all of this is that after I ran away from the whole state and tried to start a new life, I dreamed about him EVERY SINGLE NIGHT for an entire year!!! It was crazy. It was like he haunted me in my sleep. And in the beginning, I would always see him, but he would never see me. As the year went on and I started to get over him, we would interact in the dreams. It was crazy. But anywho...
I dreamed about seem last night. Lawd!! Please don't let this mess happen again! Well, I know I'm not in the condition I was in two years ago. I wasn't infatuated with seem or dangerously in love. But he popped up in my dream last night. I won't get into the whole thing. But, I woke up right after we stepped into my bedroom. *sigh* I need to go to a dream interpreter. I've always said that.
Please go away seemie.
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