I Love to laugh!!!! I can stay on YouTube for hours laughing at stuff. It feels so good to laugh. Ok.. Just felt like sharing that...

When the "one" comes along, he and I will both know. He will have no doubts about me. There will be no reason to choose between me and another woman. I never want to end up with a man who is torn between two women or who is entertaining more than one woman and then "chooses" one. I'll be his one and his only. There will be no reason for me to have to ask any questions about his character or the way he lives his life. We will both know. And in that knowing, we will accept one another, full of flaws. I will be 'perfectly flawed' to him and he to I. Some recent observing of other people's situations really had me thinking about this. 1 Corinthians 13:4 tells us what love is. I want that. There will be no doubt in my mind that he is the one. He will not put me aside until he is ready. He will not give up on us. He will be in it for the long haul because he loves me and believes in our love. I'm in no rush to find "him." I'm chillin right now- enjoying Tash. But best believe when he comes along, I will know!

God. Tuscaloosa.

Ok. So. I am working on my relationship with God. I'm trying to do better and be a better person. I've given up some things. And I know its nothing but Satan himself bringing this one thing into my life!! I know I can be strong and stick to what I said I would/wouldn't do. *sigh* It's hard. But HE didn't say it would be easy.....

I really think Tuscaloosa has traumatized me! When I'm on myspace and come across a page of someone who graduated from UA that I knew but didn't really "care for", I get this weird, sick, vomit feeling in my stomach. Yuk!

God is so good to me. He continually blesses me, even when I know I don't deserve it. I'm not perfect. No where near it. I have a lot of growing to do and I do some DUMB stuff. But when I fall on my behind, all I have to do is cry out and He is there. What can be better than that? Man, I CAN NOT imagine my life without God. I would be dead somewhere. I know this for a fact. I love Him with every bone in my body. I really can't think of a moment when He has let me down. Of course me being human, I have questions and doubts in my mind. But I'm learning to be still. He is gonna work it out.