Ok. So. I am working on my relationship with God. I'm trying to do better and be a better person. I've given up some things. And I know its nothing but Satan himself bringing this one thing into my life!! I know I can be strong and stick to what I said I would/wouldn't do. *sigh* It's hard. But HE didn't say it would be easy.....
I really think Tuscaloosa has traumatized me! When I'm on myspace and come across a page of someone who graduated from UA that I knew but didn't really "care for", I get this weird, sick, vomit feeling in my stomach. Yuk!
God is so good to me. He continually blesses me, even when I know I don't deserve it. I'm not perfect. No where near it. I have a lot of growing to do and I do some DUMB stuff. But when I fall on my behind, all I have to do is cry out and He is there. What can be better than that? Man, I CAN NOT imagine my life without God. I would be dead somewhere. I know this for a fact. I love Him with every bone in my body. I really can't think of a moment when He has let me down. Of course me being human, I have questions and doubts in my mind. But I'm learning to be still. He is gonna work it out.
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