I'm A Grown Woman!!

Maybe its because I look a lot younger than 23. Maybe its because I'm so sweet. Maybe its because I play that "i'm innocent and fragile" role TOO WELL. I'm not a child. And for some reason, people think I am this fragile little girl who will just erupt if they say the wrong things to me. lol! For those who know me, yes. I am emotional. And can allow myself to become fragile when I get to that point. (And you'd know what that point was if you read my 'word vomit')But damn. Why is it that when I'm ok, the guys aren't? My ex- "hey, Tasha. Iim just calling to see how you doing. Holla at me when you get his." WTF for? I'm FINE! I'm not thinking about you! MOVE ON!!! And my most recent situation. You my boy and no one but you even knows this is directed at you but: I'm ok. Stop apologizing. And I say that because when you apologize, you say stuff that leads me to believe that you believe that I am loosing sleep over what happened. I'm a GROWN ASS WOMAN. I'm ok. Focus on whats important and what's been bothering you for the past few months....

Contentment

I'm at a point in my life where I am extremely content. It kinda scares me because I have never been this content before. I'm just calm. And I'm talking about my love life. I'm single. And I've NEVER been this content. For the past 5 years, if I was single, I was unhappy because I was single not by my own wishes. I was single because the guy didn't want me. I was unhappy and wishing that I wasn't single. Now, I'm so content. I feel this unusual peace. And it scares me because I feel like I may stay this way. I've turned down two guys. There is nothing wrong with them. I just don't want to get involved with anyone. I like being me. I like doing me. Maybe when the right one comes along, I'll know it and I'll allow him to join me. ;p

EX Won't LEAVE ME ALONE!!!

WHY DOES MY EX KEEP CALLING ME? Boys are so stupid..... If you fall out with someone, you don't call them out of the blue like everything is ok. My mom says that in some sick way, it's his way of apologizing. I don't buy it. If you can call and say mean and nasty things to me, then you can call and apologize. I've come to the conclusion that he is just crazy and confused. There are no other words for it. And I don't need crazy/confused people in my life. I have enough confusion already!

Random

Why are girls so catty? It is scientifically proven that girls get more attached after sex than men. Why? Is it just me or does Pharrell seem to think he is Michael Jackson in his new video? Whats the real reason why people have different dialects across the US? The DaVinci Code is a good book. What are my friends in Alabama doing?