Contentment

I'm at a point in my life where I am extremely content. It kinda scares me because I have never been this content before. I'm just calm. And I'm talking about my love life. I'm single. And I've NEVER been this content. For the past 5 years, if I was single, I was unhappy because I was single not by my own wishes. I was single because the guy didn't want me. I was unhappy and wishing that I wasn't single. Now, I'm so content. I feel this unusual peace. And it scares me because I feel like I may stay this way. I've turned down two guys. There is nothing wrong with them. I just don't want to get involved with anyone. I like being me. I like doing me. Maybe when the right one comes along, I'll know it and I'll allow him to join me. ;p