"Giants do die. The bigger they are, the harder they fall. Giants they Die. Just walk around the Jericho wall. Now I come in Your name and I stand on Your Word. What is loosed in the Heavens will be loosed on earth. Let God arise, giants fall."
SO.... I'm so digging (yes, I used that word) the Lord right now. It's crazy. I had some darts thrown at me this weekend. These were huge, cannon ball sized darts. I was knocked down. But I didn't stay down. And I thank God because my weekend could've easily gone a different route.
Yes, I cried. Yep, I even let out a scream. And at church on Sunday, I couldn't stop crying. Rivers flowed from my eyes. At our 9am service, the scripture for the sermon was barely read all the way through before tears started streaming down my face. I really think my spirit was weeping. Is that possible?
Sometimes I wonder about myself. There are times when I worship the Lord and I feel absolutely nothing; there are no tears, no emotional outbursts. And then there are times when I just cry. But I know for a fact that my worship on Sunday was more of, "I don't understand. This hurts like crazy. But I'll trust you." I think that's why I cried the way I did.
I was knocked down hard on Saturday. But I'm up again. The fight continues on. To God be ALL of the glory.
2 comments:
Enjoyed the read. We mirror in the fact that we at times feel numb. Then, other times our emotions overcome us and we shed tears. I can't explain it, but I know what you mean.
Knocked down and back up and at it. Like every one of us should do.
I understand about being down and still trusting. i am a church crier, too. I've been writing about trusting Him even in the midst of the storm. and loving God even when you are hurt. But I keep wrapping myself in his word and remembering that God is faithful.
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