Get Down Girl, Gone 'head!

I've been taking these long pauses in between posts. I was in a funk. I don't want to dwell on it because I am out of it now. I've been delivered! The hard part is staying that way. It's so easy for us to walk back into something after God has redirected our paths and moved the junk. It's like we're attracted to the madness. God knows what's best and says, "No." But we say, "please! yes!" We're like toddlers. You can tell them to stop touching something until you're blue in the face. They will continue to go after what they want until it hurts them or you hurt them first. So, I'm not going to go back. And I know it's not going to be a piece of cake. I have to continually- like every morning- renew my mind. Pray without ceasing, even when I don't feel like it.

I have some awesome news!! Mystery has named me an "Honest Blogger"!! Whoo hoo! Thanks love!!! That really touches me because I really do put myself out on a limb in this here cyber space. If you were to ever take a gander at my posts from the past, you will see all of the ups and downs, heartaches, joy, and pains that I've gone through. And I'm so glad that my pain can be used to help someone else. So thank you, Mystery.

I'm supposed to nominate 7 other blogs that I think are worthy of this award. Click the link to check them out:

Muze:: I love this girl. I promise you, it's like I know her. She is transparent when she writes. Everything about her is beautiful.
Myowne:: She is as honest as it gets. The way she expresses herself, so clearly and effortlessly, draws me in every time. I love her spirit, the fact that she is a woman of God, trying to live this life the right way.
Talulazoeapple:: She always has interesting posts about everything from movies to men to politics to God. And she gives some good advice. =)
Coffee Rhetoric:: She is real and isn't afraid to say what the deal is. I love reading her posts. They're engaging and funny too.
Mystery:: She is very inspirational. And I can feel what she's going through. When she writes about love and being... well, go read it for yourself. ;)
Don:: This guy is something talented. His poetry is awesome. And his posts are always thought provoking. I miss you Don. Where the heck are you?!?
UrbanCurlz:: I read her daily. She is my hair/fashion/everything else dose for the day! I love reading it!!! My roomie and I come home and share tips that we learned only to find out that we both got them from UrbanCurlz. =)
Eb the Celeb:: OK. So this makes 8. Well, I love her too. She says all the things that I want to say. =)

Ok, next I must list (if I can and or dare) at least ten honest things about myself. Soooo here they are:

1. I LOVE kit kat bars. And I like them to be nice and melted so that the chocolate just rolls off of the scrumptious wafer. So, I'll stick it in my back pocket or sit on it before I eat it. ;)
2. I hate failure, which causes hindrances in other areas of my life.
3. I'm self-conscious and conceited all at the same time. lol! What a combination...
4. I'm no where near where I want to be in my relationship with God. But I'm so glad that He hasn't given up on me. Everyday He lets me know that He loves me.
5. I secretly want to get off of one my ministries at church. I know. I know.....
6. I'm defiant when it comes to dealing with authority that isn't job related or family. You do the math....
7. I love my hair! =)