Floating

God loves me, despite my flaws
He sees beyond my faults and sees my needs
This type of love is hard for me to comprehend
It’s greater than any love that I’ve experienced
I looked for this love in my parents
I looked for this love in my friendships
I looked for this love in my relationships
No matter how many times I mess up
No matter how many times I refuse to pray
No matter how many times I doubt
He loves me anyway
I want to feel his presence
I want to lock myself up in my room with Bible in hand
and not come out until I feel Him
I need guidance. I need assurance. I thirst for Him
I thirst for His touch. I thirst for His joy
I thirst for his peace. I thirst for His righteousness
My lips long to drink from the cup of holiness
That maybe one sip will change me forever
Holy Spirit
Fall down on me
And never leave
Never to sin again
Never to worry again
You are Holy
You are pure
You are righteousness
You are what I need
What I long for
I can’t fight it anymore