They (whoever they are) were so right when they said that you can't run from your problems. They will eventually catch up with you or continue to haunt you. Well, I ran the hell away from one state after I graduated. It may not have seemed this way on the outside, but to me and the people in my circle, they knew that the place was slowly and surely killing me. I graduated and was on my way to a different state in less than 24 hours. No jokes! I really thought that if I removed myself from the situation, that I could get over everything. And I'm so tired of going over what everything is, so I'll pretend that you know.
Well, the current situation doesn't even have to do with why I ran away. But of course, it stems from Alabama. Me and him got extremely close over the summer. Like, talking everyday close. Planning trips to see one another close. Feeling weird if I didn't talk to him close. I went down there to see him. The problems that I ran away from showed their faces and we both let it interfere with "our" trip. We fell out. I left. I didn't talk to him for 2 weeks. I finally called him about two days ago. Everything was going well. We're both on the Lamebook and he left this off the wall funny message on my wall. So I responded back on his and told him "this means war!" You know, just playing around.
Well, I get online this morning and I have this message from him talking about how he wasn't happy to hear from me and how he was going to end it now before he starts leaving really mean vicious comments. He also said that some comments that I made didn't sit with him well.
It was OUT THE BLUE!!!!
I'm through. It's too much. I feel that this is turning into another cycle. I did this cycle thing for two years with someone. I'm not falling into it again.......
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