Do you ever get mad at God? Well, I do. And I'm not proud of it. Sometimes I get real impatient. I start to compare my life to other people's lives. I get discouraged. And I know I shouldn't. And I really do cry and tell Him how mad I am and how I don't understand. I sit in my room, or in my car, and I openly- OUT LOUD- go off. You'd think I was crazy if you were walking by.... I then calm down and I talk to Him calmly and ask Him to please forgive me. I'm like a little kid. I have fits when things don't go my way. And I know its a part of life. And I KNOW that God has me. I know all of this. I still get discouraged sometimes.....
I'm so glad that I have an identity outside of other things. I went to someone's myspace page today and oh my gosh. First of all, you are 26. Second of all, well, I'm not even gonna go there. Maybe some people really did have to pay to have friends.........
Ugh. I'll write more later. I just got real disgusted......
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